When did you leave me?
The clouds were saturated,
And so were my eyes
But you didn’t let me alone to cry
The path was filled with thorns
but yet you walked through it for me
and held my tsunami of acid on your bare hands
The bruises on your bare hands reminded me of my mere reason for existence
Now I don’t know why I’m breathing
Are you there?
You would say I’m always going to be there for you
But you don’t understand it
You need to be there with me
I know what you have been through because of me
I’m one of your worsts.
You don’t see it.
I’m still alive without you.
But am I really alive?
And at times this liveliness feels like choking myself to death.
No I don’t want you back.
Once gone, returns no old.
But I want to know.
When did you leave?
I was waiting there under the flickering lights over the graveyard of my hope.
And I didn’t find your arms around me anymore.