Dear Alchemist

Dear Alchemist,
turn all my dark memories into gold
I am lost in the desert
There is no hand to hold
Oh, wind! Just hit me hard
take away all my emotions
And grant me my trump card

Let these tears, free from my fears
Glancing at day star, went so many years
Seeing you is like looking at the sky
damn it’s the hot height but
Now I lose my passion for flight

I felt I was riding on the wrong boat
Unwilling shelving for seashore
I can do nothing just wait
Arrived at my destination
but realize it is not my fate
I wish I had learned to swim

Just go now if you can’t abide
Or come with me and stay by my side