I Owe it to Myself

You come to go
You stay to leave
You make me happy
To make me sad
The very next instant
You care to hurt
You attend to ignore
You make me smile
To make me cry
The very next instant
You say things to make my heart flutter
And then shun them all
The very next instant

You know what?
Keep doing it.
Keep breaking me up.
Keep tearing me apart
As it will only make me stronger
It will make the pain go numb
It will make me care no more
I will be it all, thanks to you

You wanna make me jealous?
Go ahead and try
You wanna see me care?
Go ahead and cry
I will bear it all
Even if I’m dying inside
I would prefer that
Than showing you my love anymore
You! Yes, You! Go play those games some more
You’re only helping me lose interest
Thanks, you!

You want the friendship, you say?
Sure, take it
But don’t expect anything more
As I have promised to get over you
I owe it to myself!