Never to return

And so I ride on the tides of change ,
never to return to the same state again .
They say looking back is forbidden and turning back a sin ,
still , I take a peek at the vast lands behind Me promising never to return .
I hear a voice , a familiar tone ,
calling Me from a distance shores .
There I seen Her standing still , waving at Me ,
indisposed .
I clench My feast and wipe My Nose , promising never to return .
There lies the wilted rose on the bench where I broke My heart .
I watch the beeze as it blows it away , while new buds emerge from the earth .
I lift My Cheeks and I look away promising never to return .