In nightmares and sleepless nights,
All i remember is about the fights,
Red as rose but the rage of fire, I didn’t do that you desired,
And after all these years when I look back to my mistakes,
But they compare to nothing to that of your fierce gaze,
You hit me, but i bet the main victim was your soul,
The pain is numbed now,
which once consumed my whole
Now it is all in the past,
I promised myself that, that humiliation was my last,
It’s haunting when your protector becomes the one you fear,
I guess I was my only saviour.