Alone

I want to cry
and never want to lie.
I want to fly
to never rely
and stop being shy.
Will I ever be happy.
Will I ever be alive.
All i get is a bad vibe.
Do I even have a little luck
or am I really struck.
Do you have a heart to see your child suffer
who always have a mind which buffer.
Will I ever get the taste of happiness.
Will I ever be able to see the peace and calmness.
All I do is suffer and suffer
which I never prefer.
Does it ever end.
Does it even have an end.
Let me live.
Let me believe.
This is not the life I deserve,
this is the life where I always serve.
Do I even deserve all this storms in my little heart.
Should i always run away from this part.
Will I ever get a restart,
and have the apple tart.
Are you ready to shine the light
and finally let me say , I AM NOT ALONE.