To Bluff

I laugh a lot just to bluff thy heart.
Keeping a smile isn’t that hard,
Faking it is my triumph card.
It’s just reflecting a part,
To hide the pain inside your heart.

Yes, the little blood machine is scared,
Yet none of you are aware.
Although I act like don’t care,
Take a look inside me…Wait,
Don’t you dare.

Yes, it’s hard and I am falling apart,
I am not able to console myself,
Because thy heart is in irreparable half.
I can act differently,
My mood switches vibrantly,
That’s the reason of my other half.

It’s so difficult to be in reality,
Leading me to create a world full of fantasy,
Can I ever get a chance…to be a happy cute puff,
‘Cause seriously it’s not my thing- To Bluff.