Entry #5: Long Road Ahead

**This morning at eight minutes after two,
Again it’s painful throughout my legs and feet.
Every part of this condition, I hate going through,
I wish it could vanish and become obsolete.

**But I’ve accepted the fact that there isn’t any cure,
And also the realization of it never going away.
If the pain wasn’t unbearable, it would be easier for me to endure,
And I might not despise it as much as I do today.

**Plus here lately I’ve been feeling so tired and weak,
This neuropathy has slowed my mobility, it’s not what it used to be.
I just hope I never lose my ability to speak,
Because if that ever happened, I’d no longer be me.

So for now I’m going to go ahead and close,
My eyes are very heavy and I should try to go to bed.
I’m still hurting from the pain from my knees to my feet,
On this journey I’m on with Neuropathy, it’s going to be a long road ahead.