Category: English Poetry

  • FOR YOUR ‘SUNSHINE’

    Towards hopeful morning bliss
    With playful sunshine , soothing dawn
    And after dusk , darkness comes along
    Your lovely sunshine will be gone

    You won’t have sunshine forever
    She will leave your side there
    The darkness surrounds you wherever
    And then you are left with despair

    What you feel is not darkness
    It’s mere absence of sunshine
    But trust the universe
    You will be more than fine

    Let your sunshine go , embrace dark night
    It’s all your destiny, do not fight
    Every act of universe has its cause
    Don’t equate it with your personal loss .
    – Yuthika

  • Cascading Symphony: An Ode to Rain’s Beauty

    In the realm of nature’s grand design,
    A symphony of droplets, so divine.
    From the heavens, a gentle descent,
    Rain’s ethereal touch, a gift sent.

    The pitter-patter on rooftops and leaves,
    A serenade, where solace weaves.
    A lullaby to weary souls it sings,
    As nature’s tears, like liquid strings.

    Each droplet dances, a shimmering ballet,
    Creating ripples on paths along the way.
    The world adorned in a glistening attire,
    As raindrops quench the earth’s desire.

    The scent of petrichor fills the air,
    A fragrance sweet, beyond compare.
    Earth’s thirst quenched, life rejuvenates,
    As rain’s embrace resonates.

    Misty veils obscure the distant sight,
    A canvas washed in shades of gray and white.
    Leaves bow down, burdened with delight,
    As raindrops fall, like stars in the night.

    Through watery curtains, hues arise,
    Rainbow’s arch, a wonder to prize.
    Colors vibrant, a celestial stroke,
    A moment of magic, nature evokes.

    In rhythmic harmony, raindrops fall,
    Whispering secrets, a melodious call.
    They cleanse the world, washing away,
    The dust of worries, a fresh display.

    So let the rain embrace your soul,
    Cleansing wounds, making you whole.
    Find solace in its gentle touch,
    As rain’s beauty reveals so much.

    For in rain’s embrace, we find release,
    A moment of tranquility and inner peace.
    Embrace the downpour, let your spirit soar,
    As rain’s beauty, forever we adore.

  • Beautiful Nature

    In the realm of nature’s gentle sway,
    Where vibrant hues paint the day,
    I find solace in its soothing grace,
    A symphony of life in every space.

    Beneath a sky of azure hue,
    Where golden sunbeams pierce on through,
    Whispering winds dance with delight,
    Caressing leaves in their playful flight.

    Majestic mountains, lofty and grand,
    Their peaks reaching for the heavens, they stand,
    Cloaked in robes of snow pristine,
    Guardians of secrets, ancient and serene.

    The rivers flow with rhythmic ease,
    Through valleys adorned with blossoms and trees,
    Their waters sing a melodious tune,
    As they journey to a destination unknown.

    The meadows, adorned in emerald attire,
    Blanketed by wildflowers that never tire,
    Butterflies waltz in the fragrant air,
    With delicate wings, beyond compare.

    In tranquil forests, a sanctuary of peace,
    Where ancient trees their wisdom release,
    Sunlight filtering through the canopy high,
    I’m embraced by nature’s lullaby.

    And as day turns to night, a celestial show,
    Starry tapestries sparkle and glow,
    The moon shines its gentle, guiding light,
    Casting shadows amidst the stillness of night.

    Nature’s beauty, a balm for my soul,
    In its embrace, I find myself whole,
    For in its presence, I am free,
    Connected to all that I’m meant to be.

    So let us cherish this sacred earth,
    Preserve its wonders, each invaluable birth,
    For nature’s gifts, beyond measure and worth,
    Are treasures to be cherished, from birth to rebirth.

  • A Droplet of Water

    I was a droplet of water
    Falling from the ether,
    Lost in the stormy weather
    With countless others,
    Then I saw a slight glimmer
    And emerged some beautiful colors,
    This gave me shivers
    I was a part of the beauty giver,
    Then I dripped into the river
    Forming a pleasing figure,
    The ribbon-like body
    Pure as a joyous prayer,
    I traveled hither and thither
    To the vast ocean there,
    And before I knew…
    I was a droplet of water
    Falling from the ether.

  • Abounding love

    I am sailing in your grief,
    Getting my feet soaked in your pain.
    Letting the wind and waves of your rage,
    Slam and pierce my soul.
    I am wobbling and swaying,
    Struggling to pull myself together.
    Shouting of my tears is crying out,
    But the deafening thunder of your love
    Is drowning me with every crash.
    Yet, I wish to sail over these
    Gloomy patches of ours.
    I shall anchor to you until,
    We reach the shore of love.
    Cos I see a glistening sky laden
    With a happy later life of ours.
    I succumbed to you.

  • Left meant

    A desperate heart
    Running so fast.
    The sleepless nights
    Remembering the past.

    When tomorrow comes
    I will confess my feelings
    Long time has passed
    Now no more waiting.

    But fearful mind
    Was controlling game
    That always told me
    Your love is lame.

    The heart said, It is true love.
    The mind told, It’s all bluff.
    The heart said, I will take the risk.
    The mind begged, don’t do that please.

    Why is this night so lengthy?
    Why don’t sun rise early?
    Is this the stress or anxiety?
    Or love as per society?

    I searched her
    In the classroom.
    But not found her
    In any room.

    That day she was absent.
    And I even bought her present.
    Later I found she had LEFT
    Now I was missing her presence.

    So she had changed the school
    And I was waiting like a fool.
    Then mind said, “stay calm my man
    I am there for you now and then.”

    Slowly time had passed
    Months turned into years
    Now I am standing there
    My wife lives where.

    She was showing me
    Her childhood album.
    She flapped few pages
    That left me stunned.

    I pointed out ” who is she?
    The girl sitting beside your knee.”
    She told me, ” My school friend.
    Who died in a road accident.”

    Now I understood what LEFT meant
    In my back School college days.
    Now this heart is running so fast
    Crying remembering the past.
    © Amitra

  • Pressure

    Pressure

    It hurts to see her parents put so much pressure on her.
    but only if they knew…
    Why is it that they don’t understand, something that they’ve already been through.
    at least it wouldn’t be so painful if it was a stranger.

    Can’t they bother to see her suffering.
    the expectations they put on her too large for her to shoulder.
    Few words of encouragement would be more than comforting.
    but the moment she falls apart they get colder.

    It feels like a huge boulder has placed itself on her.
    not being able to move has made her shudder.
    She looks in the mirror and makes a decision.
    this time she’ll do everything with precision.

    She wont leave room for error and will not stutter.
    and on the day she earned her title
    there was only one thing that broke- a cycle
    Not a word were they able to utter.

  • HOPE

    Throughout the times of low’s and High’s
    In the dark scary nights, in bright sunny skies
    It held me firm to keep going

    Everytime whenever I felt stuck
    At every second of despair, at every minute of bad luck
    Its was even there when I felt nothing

    The point my mind wandered unknowingly
    Alike barefoot in a hot desert and no place to flee
    It helped me to stand whenever I kept falling

    It was HOPE that kept me intact
    It was there with me when nothing was left.

    – Yuthika

  • By my tears

    You thought I didn’t care,
    It wasn’t true.
    I acted like I didn’t,
    Only so it wouldn’t look so to you.
    It was so much easier when I thought you didn’t care,
    It was so much more easier when I thought you didn’t notice.
    Maybe you did, maybe you didn’t,
    But you were sure as hell good at pretending.
    I can never figure you out, honestly I don’t know if I want to anymore.
    To be able to get back in the hole, I would have to give up this whole.
    To be able to love you back, I would have to stop loving myself.
    Is it worth it, One might ask.
    Half of me says, oh it’s worth more than the sunlight and the wind,
    While the other half argues it shall bring rain and strom,
    that will not go away untill all my insides are blown away,
    Until all I lived for is lost and forgotten.
    Yeah I did live for you once, yeah I did love you once,
    I know I should still do that to be called
    “yours”,
    But I don’t want to.
    I want to be called mine, by me.
    I want to be free of this unknown and unending pain of betrayal,
    Of sadness, of everything my smile hid under your mesmerizing smile.
    Oh that smile, yeah it was breath taking,
    Didn’t know it could literally do that everytime your face flashes in front of my eyes that long for you, still.
    Now I know, you didn’t mean as much, your dream that I had, your painting that I painted, did.
    You are a piece of art, but not worthy enough to be painted by my tears.

  • Work Hard as Ant

    Work Hard as Ant

    Hard work, oh man!
    It is the most important thing,
    To accomplish anything.
    To get success in life,
    Grasp aim seriously and fight.
    Sometimes slackness comes for life’s struggle,
    Don’t give up and solve life’s puzzle.
    Sometimes have to go through problems and sorrow,
    Keep Calm, take rest and start the struggle with new morrow.
    Life is full of happiness, sadness and troubles,
    Don’t break belief, be Invincible, and enjoy life’s every moments.

  • Dewdrop

    A drop
    Fell on the floor
    It seems like a dewdrop
    The fact is, it is a tear drop
    Rain drops!

  • Never to return

    Never to return

    And so I ride on the tides of change ,
    never to return to the same state again .
    They say looking back is forbidden and turning back a sin ,
    still , I take a peek at the vast lands behind Me promising never to return .
    I hear a voice , a familiar tone ,
    calling Me from a distance shores .
    There I seen Her standing still , waving at Me ,
    indisposed .
    I clench My feast and wipe My Nose , promising never to return .
    There lies the wilted rose on the bench where I broke My heart .
    I watch the beeze as it blows it away , while new buds emerge from the earth .
    I lift My Cheeks and I look away promising never to return .

  • A Poet’s Quest

    A Poet’s Quest

    In a land of dreams and endless skies,
    Where echoes of wonder softly rise,
    There blooms a tale, both bright and bold,
    In verses that rhyme, their stories unfold.

    With pen in hand, I start my quest,
    To paint a world where hearts find rest,
    Where words dance on a moonlit stage,
    And weave their magic with every page.

    Through rolling hills and meadows green,
    The poet’s vision takes serene,
    A symphony of words, a poet’s heart,
    Capturing life’s essence, an exquisite art.

    In whispers hushed, the verses flow,
    Like rivers gentle, a soothing glow,
    They speak of love, both sweet and true,
    And melodies old, yet ever anew.

    Oh, how the words enchant the soul,
    Like chimes that toll, to make us whole,
    They paint a portrait, vivid and grand,
    A universe crafted by a poet’s hand.

    From tales of valor, brave and true,
    To lullabies that kiss the dew,
    Each line a window to a hidden place,
    Where dreams take flight and hearts embrace.

    So let us revel in this wondrous verse,
    Let it sweep us away, as dreams immerse,
    For in these rhymes, we find our voice,
    A symphony of words, a poet’s choice.

  • Mystery of Her Death

    She was a young bright girl
    Gleaming like sunshine in this world
    And wherever she went far and wide
    She would spread happiness and joyous light
    And no one could imagine her ever
    With a frown on her face
    She was nothing but godess of grace
    And people would often get envious of her
    Because she held a pretty smile always on her pretty face
    But one fine day her facade came of
    The truth was open to the big wide world
    She was found hanging by the roof
    And a cut on her hand holding a letter as only proof
    The blooded letter was taken off her hands
    A man came up to volunteer to read her last text
    He started reading her off from the peice of paper
    And water started building up in the eyes of narattor
    Everyone found out she smiled, but she wanted to cry, she spoke whilst she wanted to keep quite
    The secret of her gracious and sweetest smile
    Was thousands of traumatized sleepless nights
    And all of the trauma that she hid from worlds eyes
    Broke her into peices and became the cause of her demise

  • Memories

    I wish you were here with me, right beside me like you always were. It is hard for me to adjust to a life where you are just a mere memory.
    I still remember the way you would softly touch my face and tell me this is forever.
    I still remember the promise you made about staying with me forever and me foolishly believing your hollow promises.
    Somewhere in my heart I still had this tint of hope that you would return to me for the sake of our memories.
    But I guess the memories meant nothing to you.

  • Falling leaves in autumn

    Falling Leaves in Autumn

    The leaves of autumn’s tree,falling in a dance of glee,with the wind of Autumn breeze,slowly they drift and freeze.

    Each leaf a perfect hue,
    of crimson, orange, and blue,with swirls of yellow and brown,they flutter to the ground.

    The sound of the leaves rustling,the wind singing while it’s hustling,the air getting chillier and colder,the season changing from Summer to Fall.

    The sun is setting, the twilight comes near,
    the sky is a brilliant orange and clear,the night’s chill is on its way,the stars are shining in the night’s display.

    The trees are now bare and grey,the leaves are all gone away,their dance with the wind is done,they swirl and twirl until they are gone.

    The leaves of autumn have made their way,
    from the trees to the ground,a reminder that the time has changed,
    and that winter is just around.

  • Faith in God

    Faith in God

    In the realm of faith, where spirits soar,
    A tapestry woven, forevermore,
    There lies a tale of hope untold,
    Of a steadfast bond, a love unfold.

    In the tapestry’s threads, colors divine,
    Resides the essence of the grand design,
    A masterpiece crafted by the divine hand,
    Unfolding stories, a symphony so grand.

    Faith, like a beacon in the darkest night,
    Guides us forward, in its gentle light,
    It lifts our spirits when we’re feeling low,
    Whispers solace, so our hearts may grow.

    In the face of trials, we find our way,
    A deep conviction, not led astray,
    For within our souls, a sacred trust,
    An eternal flame, steadfast and just.

    Through storms of doubt and shadows cast,
    We find our refuge, a faith that lasts,
    For in God’s presence, we’re embraced,
    His love, a shelter where we find grace.

    With open hearts, we seek to find,
    The miracles that faith enshrines,
    In every moment, both big and small,
    We see His hand, embracing all.

    Faith in God, a journey to embrace,
    A testament to love, in every space,
    It binds us together, a tapestry’s weft,
    A bond unbreakable, forever kept.

    So let us walk, hand in hand,
    On paths of faith, where angels stand,
    In unity, we’ll rise and be,
    A testament of God’s eternity.

  • Behind the mask

    Behind the mask

    A smiling face,
    But the laughter doesn’t reach the eyes.
    Happy times,
    But the good mood doesn’t set in.
    The words are all perfect,
    But somehow they don’t sound right.
    A fulfilling life, lived for the world to see,
    But inside – it is all void.
    In the clamour, shouts and celebrations,
    The tiny voice for help goes unheard.
    Nobody cares to look beyond,
    Behind the mask.

    The pain says hidden, Deep inside.
    Buried under the avalanche
    Of dreams that never got the wings to fly.

    The lies are all covered up
    With a hope so flimsy,
    A single tear –
    And it will all come crashing down.

    Thoughts of stardust and unicorns
    Keep the cold at bay.
    Ghosts of memories of the past,
    Ring like a distant echo.

    Now just a shadow of the person, I used to be;
    In layers, I’m covered,
    A stranger in the mirror.

    Like a thread going through the needle-
    The truth and the false,
    The reality and the fantasy,
    Are wound together so intricately
    Nothing can separate them.

    Like pages falling from a book,
    They fade away.
    One by one.
    And all that remains – is a beautiful ruin.

    The mask keeps slipping off
    And it takes everything in me
    To hold it together.
    So I tell them, I am okay.
    That I am doing fine.
    The cheeks hurt from holding a smile
    That feels unreal and brittle.

    Because the world isn’t ready
    To see the tragedy.
    To realize; somewhere, Another soul is getting lost.

    But what does it matter?
    We are all in this race.
    Trying to outrun,
    To see who can wear the mask for the longest time.

    Nobody cares for the broken child inside,
    Because we take pride in ourselves,
    For being functioning adults
    Who has to survive the battle of life.

    A fledging hand
    Shoots out of the darkness.
    May be all hope is not lost
    Maybe I can find myself, again.

  • Seance

    Seance

    This vessel carries with it the weight of suffering,
    the wrath,
    the worm,
    the woe,
    it must remember to levitate its way out of the sea.

    People call out to God, as if nature is tender,
    people fall on their knees for God, as if nature is kind,
    people serve each other in God’s name, as if nature is pleased.
    but God instead, asks them to fear nature.

    Primitive in its truest sense, the vessel has no use for the mind,
    the mind writes stories of love and peace, the vessel embodies war and destruction,
    like a boar in the wilderness cannot be mistaken for a pig in a barn,
    the vessel can never be the greatest tool of the mind.

    This mind carries with it, the burden of perception,
    monkeys with a vision, cross eyed dreams come to them,
    swallowing shards of glass, just a few voices without a cause.
    Claiming prophecies and neo religions, only to bathe in polluted waters.

    Loneliness and lust, lost in translation
    endless reincarnation,
    there’s no winning unless you learn how to float in the flood.


    [ Image : “Sati” by Nandalal Bose. ]

  • Nightmare

    My poem is about, We all have someone who is not just close to us, but even our soul remember the presence of that very person.
    Reminiscing the one who is not a lover but your whole family.

    Call it an entrance
    Cause I felt some presence,
    Something lit up that day
    Consciously tried to slay,
    Tho’ it was all smoky,
    Still tried to look at it peaky,
    Dream, what?
    A man on a horse
    Near a shore
    White suit he wore
    Nah! Not that anymore,
    It felt like a touch
    Like a spiritual slush,
    He wore white
    I Held my heart tight,
    Light flashed up with a click
    Saw him playing with a chick,
    Eating yogurt to ice cream
    Till receiving a call that made me scream,
    Got less time with him to spend
    He’s still here, i can pretend,
    Used to be the ‘Hello’ whenever he called
    But that eve, the bell tolled.

  • Will you write to me again?

    Will you write to me again?

    Distance makes my heart grow fonder,
    As the words in my letters get sweeter.
    A wisp of pigeons,
    Fan their wings;
    And whisk away the whiskey-kissed letters.
    Sealed until they reach the melting heart of my dame.
    What’s the reward for this little postman,
    Some love and grain;
    As they peck beaks on stamps.
    A stamp of their love,
    Kept enclosed in the jars of the reminiscent;
    Until opened again.
    Rosaline, my dear
    I don’t see much fabric to your cursives,
    Where has the silk to your tongue gone?
    Why do you brace the lovelorn mess, that my heart is?
    Such that every fortnight my epistle mourns,
    The death of our affection before it sets to reach your threshold.
    I don’t see the perfect wax-seal to secure your insecurities,
    Wrapped tight into the two-fold paper feelings.
    Love me again my lady,
    Before the cracked petals in my pocket leak
    Into an incomplete palette of many ways,
    You could ever write to me your longing.
    The indigo piece of your bustled garment,

    Still lays between the envelope mouth.
    Such that it blots into my aged hand,
    Reminding me of my pale heart that dies every day,
    At the thought of your lost warmth infused in your postcards.

  • Dear Alchemist

    Dear Alchemist,
    turn all my dark memories into gold
    I am lost in the desert
    There is no hand to hold
    Oh, wind! Just hit me hard
    take away all my emotions
    And grant me my trump card

    Let these tears, free from my fears
    Glancing at day star, went so many years
    Seeing you is like looking at the sky
    damn it’s the hot height but
    Now I lose my passion for flight

    I felt I was riding on the wrong boat
    Unwilling shelving for seashore
    I can do nothing just wait
    Arrived at my destination
    but realize it is not my fate
    I wish I had learned to swim

    Just go now if you can’t abide
    Or come with me and stay by my side

  • If I had met you in 70s

    If I had met you in 70s

    If I had met you in the 70s
    There wouldn’t be any odds,
    I would be writing you letters
    And in them,
    making heart with dots.

    For the time being, I make hearts for you in emojis
    And rant about how i miss holding your hand,
    There wouldn’t be any odds because even this journey of love started with friendship band.

    70s was about black and white romance,
    And neither romance nor black and white goes out of trend,
    That’s what Love wants us to understand.

    If I had met you in 70s
    There won’t be any odds because no matter in what century, year, day We meet again,
    Seeing your smile I can’t pretend being sane.

  • Alone

    Alone

    I want to cry
    and never want to lie.
    I want to fly
    to never rely
    and stop being shy.
    Will I ever be happy.
    Will I ever be alive.
    All i get is a bad vibe.
    Do I even have a little luck
    or am I really struck.
    Do you have a heart to see your child suffer
    who always have a mind which buffer.
    Will I ever get the taste of happiness.
    Will I ever be able to see the peace and calmness.
    All I do is suffer and suffer
    which I never prefer.
    Does it ever end.
    Does it even have an end.
    Let me live.
    Let me believe.
    This is not the life I deserve,
    this is the life where I always serve.
    Do I even deserve all this storms in my little heart.
    Should i always run away from this part.
    Will I ever get a restart,
    and have the apple tart.
    Are you ready to shine the light
    and finally let me say , I AM NOT ALONE.

  • Your Absence Hits Hard

    Same car, same road, same time, same place but a different feeling,
    Same songs but that feel was different,
    Even though I am with everyone but still it’s feel alone,
    You know why?
    Because your absence hits hard.

    Coming to home from anyone’s marriage was fun,
    But for the first time when it happened that
    I went to marriage along with you and have returned without you,
    That fun was no more,
    You know why?
    Because your absence hits hard.

    All those non-living things seem to be alive,
    Those deaf walls were now screaming our memories,
    Those meaningless songs were now meaningful,
    You know why?
    Because Betiyaa jo biyaai jaye mudti nhi hai

  • Ineffable

    A mind full of thoughts
    A mind full of chaos,
    A mind with so much to say
    But your mouth always betrays. 

    A mind that is spiralling with emotions,
    that you don’t know how to start talking,
    But how can you express these feelings without bursting into tears? How can you tell them what you’re going through without sharing your fears?

    You need to trust them.
    You need to trust someone.
    But that’s the thing about trust—it was something you once had with big, glistening eyes and a heart that had its own mind.
    You gave and gave and gave till you had nothing left to give, for it to turn out to be one of your biggest regrets.

    It’s okay to cry.
    It’s okay to cry with this built-up rage and this built-up anger that you have bottled up.
    These built-up thoughts that have captured your mind and soul
    This built-up frustration from years ago

    Honey, you don’t need someone to heal you.
    You don’t need someone to love you to love yourself.
    You don’t need anyone but yourself to take care of that young little girl who once had so much hope.
    She had so much love to give.
    She had so much faith in herself and big dreams to live.
    Now, all you have to do is just love her a little bit more.
    Love that girl, take care of that girl, make her happy, make her proud,
    Coz she would want you stick up for yourself when no one does around.

  • Dreams

    Dreams

    Trying to find my place in this big world strolling through the garden in the search of some hope,
    Walking on my shattered dreams,
    Is this the darkness that’s embedding my soul.

  • Unraveling muliebrity

    I feel triumphant at my primes ,
    But anxiety conceals it sometimes .
    I call them my minors and majors ,
    But To society I’m an indecisive Teenager .

    I created my fantasies sitting candidly ,
    But the Adulthood broke it single-handedly .
    The wedding band weighs so lightly ,
    But The Marriage ordeal holds me tightly .

    Your affection and care matters to me ,
    But at times I wanna act as a free bee .
    I am no longer afraid of the risky storms ,
    Trust me, I’m going to be a rich man mom .

    With watery eyes I’m lying on the death bed ,
    Still Seeking permission to let them shed .
    Huh! Demise is asking to let go of the grudges,
    The tranquil hands of death now clutches .

    Did I spend my life in complicated scenes ?
    Trying to unravel muliebrity & its means .
    Tangled , a term , I very adeptly killed ,
    Unknotted the Womanhood & I’m thrilled.

  • Whose Voice Is It Anyway?

    When I write, if that’s what I do, whose voice is it I really use?
    Whose voice is this? Whose voice am I?
    Whose words do I pass off as my own?
    You might think these words are mine – they are, after all, being cast by my mind.
    But is it my own voice they voice,
    Or is it the voice of someone else?
    Is it the caring voice of my parents who caught me speaking my first (Hindi) words?
    Is it the careful voice of my teachers who later taught me my first (English) letters?
    Is it the carefree voice of my friends who swore that I should swear some more?
    Is it the careless voice of love that told my heart to skip a beat,
    Then broke it when it beat too hard, telling it to get over it?
    Is it the voice of all I’ve read, and all I’ve heard, alive and dead?
    Or is it the bequeathed voice of old – of my forefathers fighting ye olde English with Punjabi?
    If they hear my voice today, I wonder how their voice would be.
    Would it rage to fight my English, curse my words to undead silence,
    Or would it say I’m too a fighter, fighting silence with my words?
    Am I a traitor to their voice that died tongue-tied for my freedom,
    Or am I but the voice of now that carries past the native front?
    The millions of my Motherland
    Could trump these words if they could write –
    Is this the voice of those voiceless men,
    Those flightless birds who wish to fly?
    Is this your voice, my choiceless reader?
    Do I lip-synch to your noise?
    Do I write for you when I write to you?
    Are these your words lost in time?
    It can’t be your voice that I think is mine, that I use as mine, that I mine as mine, but is using mine, but is mining mine, confusing mine, yet could be mine,
    Can it?
    “Can it!”

    Um, is this voice at least “authentic”,
    Whatever that means to its answerer?
    If what you hear is a voice, is it really mine?
    If my voice is heard by none, is it still my voice?
    Is it still – a voice – a sound – something – anything?
    Am I anything without it?

    Do the things I speak of make my voice,
    Or is their voice that makes me speak?
    Am I the voice of everything at once,
    Or just an echo of nothing?

  • Where do I stand

    If she’s everything you ever wanted
    If she is the only one you loved
    If she is the one you have best memories with
    If she’s the whole world for you
    Where do I stand
    What do I mean to you
    Can you ever have feelings for me
    Or It’s just stupid me
    If she still has your heart
    If she’s the one you cherish
    If she’s the one who makes you smile
    If she has the right to be by your side
    Where do I stand
    What do I mean to you
    Can you ever have feelings for me Or it’s just me
    Did I ever mean anything to you
    Should I keep trying or is it just my wishful thinking
    I guess you can never be mine…..

  • Grateful Daughter

    Always being with you each day,
    Now in the process of boosting
    A flight of travel with life today.
    Unknowingly,
    Now having a crown of a grown girl.
    Knowing that you felt
    This to be way cliché.
    I wish to be there with you,
    In a path of rays.
    Now life dragging me up with a lift,
    I realize that times changed.
    From feeling irritated by your scolding
    To, longing to be with you always.
    From letting a device between you and me
    To, having it as an only knot of thread
    With a strong bound to always be.
    Staying miles away,
    Being a still crazy daughter,
    I pray to be there with you, always…

  • Unsaid Words

    In the realm of the unspoken, where silence reigns,
    Lie the weighty echoes of unsaid words, bound in chains.
    They dance on the edge of trembling lips,
    Yearning for release, but held in eclipse.

    Oh, unsaid words, imprisoned in the depths of the heart,
    Your presence lingers, tearing me apart.
    Each syllable unspoken, a heavy burden to bear,
    A longing to share, a desire to declare.

    In the realm of what could have been, you reside,
    A symphony of emotions, trapped deep inside.
    Words unexpressed, like birds without flight,
    Stifled in the shadows, concealed from the light.

    The unspoken “I love you,” lingering in the air,
    The apologies unsaid, leading to despair.
    Expressions of gratitude, never fully revealed,
    Leaving wounds unhealed, emotions concealed.

    In the absence of spoken verses, regrets unfold,
    The tales left untold, the stories left untold.
    Misunderstandings flourish, connections grow weak,
    As unspoken words fester, and silence speaks.

    Oh, the power of the unspoken, a double-edged sword,
    With potential for healing or discord.
    Let us not be captive to this silent abyss,
    But free the unspoken, with a tender kiss.

    For within the realm of vulnerability lies,
    The strength to unveil what the heart denies.
    Let us embrace the courage to express,
    To release the unspoken, to relieve the distress.

    Speak the words of love, before it’s too late,
    Bridge the divide, before it’s our fate.
    For in the beauty of spoken words, we find release,
    A chance to mend, to heal, to find inner peace.

    So let us break the chains that hold us back,
    Let our voices rise, and emotions unpack.
    For in the symphony of spoken words we’ll find,
    A tapestry of connection, tender and kind.

  • The start

    I see a mount of shells
    That echoes syllables of a journey
    Whispers of failures
    Colors of high dreams
    Sounds of achieved moments
    My eyes filled with million stars
    Blurred with shovered love
    I hear a music that resembles
    The sparkles of THE START!

  • These women’s

    These women in my life are my guide,
    Their strength and courage are a source of pride,
    My mother and sisters never give in,
    They fight for their dreams, and they always win.

    Through tears and pain, they rise,
    With pride and dignity in their eyes,
    My best friend, too, never gave up,
    She fought for her dreams and never stopped.

    These women have seen me at my worst,
    But never told me to give up or burst,
    Their words of encouragement and love,
    Have lifted me to the skies above.

    Fight for your dreams, they say,
    For your life, your right, every day,
    To all the women out there, I say,
    Thank you for inspiring me in every way.

    To my brave mom, sisters, and best friend,
    This is a tribute that will never end,
    Your strength and courage will always shine,
    And inspire me to reach for the divine.

  • her steps to love

    her steps to love

    Once a girl, a wanderer in this great sphere,
    Yearned to belong, to find her place so clear.
    With beauty and wit, a captivating art,
    Yet her heart yearned for love, a missing part.

    But alas! The boys she encountered were not true,
    Their fleeting affections, a temporary hue.
    Like petals in the wind, they soon fell apart,
    Leaving her longing, aching from the start.

    Her friends, once a solace, turned to deceit,
    Selfishness prevailing, breaking her heartbeat.
    Unworthy of such pain, she sadly perceived,
    Aching for a connection, her soul bereaved.

    Yet, time heals all wounds, they say, and she moved on,
    Leaving behind the hurt, forging a strength so strong.
    For somewhere out there, in the vast cosmic throng,
    Awaited a love, a bond that would last long.

    She searched for a man, a heart sincere and kind,
    To cherish her soul, a rare gem to find.
    With eyes that spoke of love, and arms so strong,
    A love that would hold her, her whole life long.

    In the quiet moments, she’d whisper a plea,
    “Where is this man, who will truly love me?
    With tenderness and care, he’ll fill my days,
    Together we’ll weave a love that never strays.”

    And as the seasons changed, destiny whispered near,
    Guiding her steps to a love so dear.
    For in the stillness of her heart’s soft song,
    A love bloomed forth, forever to belong.

    Now she stands, no longer lost in this world,
    Her love by her side, their passion unfurled.
    The girl who once longed, now finds her soul fed,
    In the embrace of a love that’ll never shred.

    So fear not, dear heart, for love will arrive,
    In its perfect time, your heart will revive.
    For you are deserving, of a love so true,
    Just hold on a little longer, it’ll find you.

  • Archived

    I’m in the drawing room its half past two at night,
    I’m sitting here all alone with no one but my two lovely companions by my side.
    Literature from all around the world surrounding me,
    A century old house with nothing but history,
    Stories of people who are no more, stories of people who left, stories of people who visited, stories of people who built,
    Letters and pictures from every decade,
    Each opened box uncovering a missing page,
    Each unopened cupboard consumed with tales of the past,
    Fabrics and drawings and records from the globe,
    Cotton and silk and lace and the finest of embroidery all aboard,
    Pakeezah and elvis and frank Sinatra,
    Boxes and boxes of tin containing knowledge within,
    Worn and matured record players being put to the test,
    Panchatantra and 1970s American magazines,
    The house has had its rest,
    Being locked and dusty for 20 years,
    Rejuvenated by a family facing their fears,
    Back is the same blood,
    To add new chapters and continue the memoir,
    For when opened again new tales are to be found,
    New trinkets and new stories,
    The family chronicles have not yet reached their end.

  • Bittersweet

    In the land where my heart first found its beat,
    A bittersweet tale I’ll now repeat,
    Of leaving the place I called my own,
    My dear hometown, where seeds of memories were sown.

    The fragrance of jasmine in the summer air,
    The gentle touch of nostalgia everywhere,
    Each corner held tales of joy and pain,
    A tapestry of emotions in a single refrain.

    But life’s currents beckon me afar,
    To chase dreams that sparkle like a distant star,
    To venture beyond these familiar walls,
    In search of horizons where destiny calls.

    But as I bid farewell to the place I love,
    A fire burns within, urging me to rise above,
    To spread my wings and explore the unknown,
    For growth lies beyond the seeds I’ve sown.

    As I pack my bags, my heart trembles deep,
    Torn between the joy of discovery and the memories I keep,
    The roots that ground me, yet let me soar,
    A bittersweet departure, forever I’ll adore.

  • Okay

    It’s okay to cry sometimes,
    Let the pillow soak the fear
    The gasp of helplessness
    Felt, due to the demons lying within;
    The shiver that ran down the spine
    Due to the unwelcome touch of
    Noises, settled in ur head.

    It’s okay to sometime
    Immerse yourself in the
    Weightlessness of sleep
    It is okay to feel the numbness
    Not bothering bout the pricks
    Of pain, loneliness and
    Hundred other things
    I know it’s okay
    It is sometimes okay

  • Feel Again?

    Sitting on the balcony
    Looking at the night sky
    No stars to be seen tonight
    The emptiness is so obvious
    That it makes my heart ache
    I tried to let those feelings out
    But I could not
    It started to rain instead
    And it felt like my eyes were pouring down
    Years of misery with it
    Making me realise
    What it’s like to feel again

  • You

    I was walking alone on the path and was all okay,
    Thought that I wouldn’t need someone to accompany me but deep inside I knew I was stray.
    You came along bringing all those smiles I left behind,
    You reintroduced me to the joy of life to which I was folded blind.
    You were my knight in the shining armour,
    And I wished to be the light of gold to you that’s shinier than all but instead turned out to be darker.
    You help me grow like a flower by making love my air and being shinier than stars ,
    I wanted to be the beautiful rose that you loved carrying but Instead was a thorn that gave you scars.
    Scars that were left on the mind and soul, hard to forgive and harder to forget,
    I’d still wanna stand by you making efforts coz you’re like the moon in the sky, filled with scars but still makes it look flawless and perfect.

  • Chronicles of an old house

    I’m in the drawing room its half past two at night,
    I’m sitting here all alone with no one but my two lovely companions by my side.
    Literature from all around the world surrounding me,
    A century old house with nothing but history,
    Stories of people who are no more, stories of people who left, stories of people who visited, stories of people who built,
    Letters and pictures from every decade,
    Each opened box uncovering a missing page,
    Each unopened cupboard consumed with tales of the past,
    Fabrics and drawings and records from the globe,
    Cotton and silk and lace and the finest of embroidery all aboard,
    Pakeezah and elvis and frank Sinatra,
    Boxes and boxes of tin containing knowledge within,
    Worn and matured record players being put to the test,
    Panchatantra and 1970s American magazines,
    The house has had its rest,
    Being locked and dusty for 20 years,
    Rejuvenated by a family facing their fears,
    Back is the same blood,
    To add new chapters and continue the memoir,
    For when opened again new tales are to be found,
    New trinkets and new stories,
    The family chronicles have not yet reached their end.

  • Okay

    It’s okay to cry sometimes,
    Let the pillow soak the fear
    The gasp of helplessness
    Felt, due to the demons lying within;
    The shiver that ran down the spine
    Due to the unwelcome touch of
    Noises, settled in ur head.

    It’s okay to sometime
    Immerse yourself in the
    Weightlessness of sleep
    It is okay to feel the numbness
    Not bothering bout the pricks
    Of pain, loneliness and
    Hundred other things
    I know it’s okay
    It is sometimes okay

  • Kindred Spirits Forever

    Once upon a time, a girl I met,
    Shared my name, and introvert’s mindset.
    Music, food, and studies, our common ground,
    Boys and secrets, we both tightly wound.

    Side by side, we laughed and cried,
    Through ups and downs, we’d always confide.
    An art gallery visit, a day to remember,
    Creating memories, our hearts so tender.

    But now, college beckons, a new phase begins,
    Will our friendship fade? Worry sneaks in.
    Yet, I believe in our bond so strong,
    Together we’ll conquer, no matter how long.

    Through simple words and rhymes, I express,
    The hope that our friendship won’t regress.
    As we step into the unknown, hand in hand,
    Our connection will endure, like grains of sand.

    So let’s embrace the future, unafraid,
    In laughter and tears, our foundation laid.
    We’ll face the challenges that life sends,
    And remain best friends, until the story ends.

  • Okay

    It’s okay to cry sometimes,
    Let the pillow soak the fear
    The gasp of helplessness
    Felt, due to the demons lying within;
    The shiver that ran down the spine
    Due to the unwelcome touch of
    Noises, settled in ur head.

    It’s okay to sometime
    Immerse yourself in the
    Weightlessness of sleep
    It is okay to feel the numbness
    Not bothering bout the pricks
    Of pain, loneliness and
    Hundred other things
    I know it’s okay
    It is sometimes okay

  • Deader than dead

    As if monsters in the hides of men weren’t enough

    They’ve started with explosive payload aboard mechanized birds

    After killing my countrymen, they come in peace talks with sweet words 

    What do you say, bleed my land with a thousand cuts? 

    No mercy no ifs and buts 

    History stands witness

    We’ve beaten you everytime in open battle 

    All you do is hide behind  the dragon’s rattle 

    Asymmetrical warfare is the name of your game

    Under that guise you slaughter and main

    You know you can only win when your enemy is asleep 

    That’s when you attack him, that’s when you leap 

    But why should I be expecting anything from you? 

    You are merciless and cruel foes

    I should know that you’ll send all under the belt blows 

    I know one thing, I want you dead, deader than dead

    To colour your lands red

    But my problem is with the snoring Indian state machinery

    Which will only think of responses to such audacity when it’s elections

    Or new PM selections

    The world is looking 

    And today if you don’t cut the arm that raises slap you 

    Tomorrow ten more will take its place to trap you 

    But my hopes with this state machinery is lost 

    They are shameless liars

    They’ll only call to arms and fires 

    When there are sobbing widows, crying daughters and rows of funeral pyres

  • Heartfelt Farewell

    On the last day, when shadows fall,
    And twilight weaves its final call,
    I pause and ponder, deep within,
    The tapestry of days that’s been.

    Oh, how the sun did gently rise,
    Painting the canvas of azure skies,
    Its golden touch, a radiant hue,
    Bathing the world in a warm adieu.

    But now the light begins to wane,
    The whispers of night bid me refrain,
    From clinging to moments swiftly gone,
    And embracing what lies in the beyond.

    The last day speaks, with bittersweet breath,
    Of memories cherished, yet kissed by death,
    A symphony of laughter and tears,
    Moments etched in the passage of years.

    I hear the echo of laughter’s refrain,
    Children’s giggles, like drops of rain,
    Their innocence, a precious sight,
    Fading away with the dying light.

    The last day sighs, a gentle breeze,
    Caressing my face with whispered ease,
    Whispering secrets of love and pain,
    Of dreams pursued, and dreams in vain.

    I reach out to touch the fading stars,
    Those distant fires that once were ours,
    Their twinkle fading, dimming away,
    Leaving behind an empty display.

    On the last day, I stand in awe,
    Of life’s grand tapestry, both joy and flaw,
    Each thread woven with purpose and grace,
    Each chapter etched upon my face.

    And as the curtain begins to fall,
    I find solace, surrendering all,
    For on the last day, I understand,
    That endings birth beginnings, hand in hand.

    So, I embrace this final dance,
    With gratitude and newfound stance,
    For on the last day, I am reborn,
    A soul released, no longer torn.

    Farewell, dear world, I bid adieu,
    To all that was, and all that’s due,
    For on the last day, I’ll find my way,
    To eternity’s dawn, where love holds sway.

  • Old School

    Everyone too afraid to fall first,
    in case the other don’t catch.
    Too afraid to be the only one in love,
    So we’ll just let our feelings stray.

    Want the rose but the petals may die,
    And the scar of thorns will stay.
    What happened to the love writers wrote about?
    The intimacy of touching hands,
    The scarlet glow with mention of their name.
    The relief of catching their glimpse,
    and the honour of being their only dance.

    I would rather have this flame burn me forever,
    than to regret the marks it left.
    I’d happily jump into the well over and over,
    than to stay on the drier end.
    I’d wait months to get a reply for my letter,
    than to have him text me back in seconds.
    I’d rather love him in secret,
    than to be his secret affair.

  • Known to unknown

    Come with me, I’ll help you see
    I’ll take you in the world of lost reality
    Sometimes lucid sometimes not
    Our stomachs tied up in a knot
    I remember the days spent together
    Those memories are so calming and warm
    Now they have all been lost from your mind
    This disease made you transform
    Now delusional and paranoid you are
    You think the world is plotting against you
    You answering the voices that were never there
    You doubt that your history is true
    Roads are uneven, People seem wicked
    You walk out unsteadily in disbelief
    Shocking nights and knocking brains
    The heart that weeps like rains
    Please let the voices quite down
    Let’s see the smile not the frown.

  • OH….Finally!

    OH….Finally!

    Oh….Finally!
    Since a year adhered eyeballs to screen beast,
    We not losing patience and hope is no mean feat.
    “Web lies” mumbled by folks,
    But mine was fun not hoax.
    The juvenile days are all gone in pity,
    Bidding off miseries and now it’s time for serendipity.
    Finally! the silver lining in clouds,
    Embarked in institute searching fellows in crowds.
    Digital faces appearing lively all of sudden,
    Not intended overlooking and begging pardon.
    A portal for all imaginations coming true,
    It’s not only about giggles and rendezvous.
    Embraced and greeted, by mates and darlings,
    Shimmering eyes, oh that grin that’s all the excitement reflexing!

  • Lovely Solitude

    Wished to stay in a solitary way,

    as I loved that time being alone.

    Suddenly you came in front, the day,

    When you were about to be my own.

    Love for you grew awake,

    the second I got my soul in you.

    Couldn’t find where to apply the brake

    as I lost my heart’s screw.

    I longed for my dreams to come true,

    now you are my dream.

    For now I am waiting in a queue

    not counting time, as love is extreme.

    Sometimes I wished you would feel me

    like the way I do for you.

    I couldn’t guess that, as it is invisible.

    But I knew inside, the love is true.

    The distance broke me inside,

    I cried alone but couldn’t hide.

    The glimpses of your face and smile

    dried away my tears and anger.

    Stupid flashbacks started for a while

    and flowed like a banger.

    The storm cooled back to rain,

    opening the doors of guilt.

    Wishing again to end well and not in vain,

    not moving towards the split.

    And we got the love for each other in rain.

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