Category: English Poetry

I killed her
Slowly and patiently I killed her
Without holding back
Kept being nice to each and every one,
But her.

I killed her
Dispassionately I just killed her
Without listening to anyone
Kept puttinng everyone in the line first,
Last came her!

I killed her
Meekly but eventually I did kill her
Without giving into the tantrum
I kept scolding and what she wanted,
Was never given to her…

I killed her
She kept screaming for help, but I killed her
I told her to “shut up!”
“What you want is in what makes others happy”
I said no, it doesn’t…. Listen to her.

-Anaisha Bodhanwalla

Good things occur when we think well and create good environment

every place i visit..
I feel familiar as if there is a relation of births with them.

My heart always knows

Value of your love ❤

**My thoughts on having Neuropathy, and what it’s like for me,
Not only is it excruciating, it’s difficult pushing through.
Never had I imagined, it would get as painful as it can be,
It happened just over a year ago, literally right out of the blue.

**Plus daily it is a difficult fight,
Like a never-ending curse.
At least I have days when I’m feeling alright,
But the harsh reality is, it’s simply getting worse.

**And that’s not even the worst of it all,
Just a few more tales to tell.
This year I’ve lost some mobility, without my walker I know I’d fall,
Slowly destroying every nerve, I could also be paralyzed as well.

**So those are my thoughts relating, to this condition for me,
I just know it’s evil, and at times, it even makes me unsure.
Will the doctors find the answers to how neuropathy came to be,
And how it could have started, and if there will be a cure.

**I’ve been feeling this urgent need to write,
Concerning my Neuropathy pain level today.
It’s intolerable and unbearable but easier to deal with at night,
But during the day and at other times, it’s excruciating in every way.
**Though especially through it all, I’ve felt exhausted and alone,
Because those who don’t have this condition, don’t know what it’s like being me.
I’m terrified of losing all feeling, especially by myself at home,
It’s just part of the ultimate outcome, of what my Neuropathy will turn out to be.
**So emotionally after writing, I feel better a little bit more,
It felt like lots of poison, which I genuinely had to release.
Plus at least for the moment, I’m not in tears as much as before,
And I’ve accepted the harsh reality, that this pain may never cease.

**Thank You Precious Father God, for relieving my pain today,
Because it seems here lately, it never gives me a break.
I want to be able to enjoy my life, without hurting in every way,
It just feels like I’m in this nightmare, from which I cannot wake.

**Though having this condition Lord, it gets rougher as You can tell,
Uncertain of how it began, or how it came to be.
But it’s easier for me to tolerate when my extremities begin to swell,
It’s all the painful electric shocks, that’s been the toughest for me.

**So I will continue to pray for the future, that the doctors might find a cure,
Especially for those just beginning, this evil and torturing curse.
Father I ask You to help the doctors find it, because it’s very painful to endure,
Help them find the answer Lord, as to why this condition keeps getting worse.

**This horrific pain is getting worse, as time keeps passing by,
What bothers me the most, there’s nothing I can do.
And the more the pain progresses, the more I want to cry,
It’s not fair that I’m enduring this, it’s overwhelming to go through.
**I also hate the face that I’m hurting everyday,
Never getting better, but steadily getting worse.
It’s even harder to go outside,when my daughter asks me to play,
It literally makes me mad, that I have to suffer with this curse.
**So I just hope that very soon, I’ll be able to find relief,
Because on a constant basis, I can’t stand how it makes me feel.
For all this condition does, it’s causing me nothing but grief,
Why is this even happening? I just wish it wasn’t real.

**This morning at eight minutes after two,
Again it’s painful throughout my legs and feet.
Every part of this condition, I hate going through,
I wish it could vanish and become obsolete.

**But I’ve accepted the fact that there isn’t any cure,
And also the realization of it never going away.
If the pain wasn’t unbearable, it would be easier for me to endure,
And I might not despise it as much as I do today.

**Plus here lately I’ve been feeling so tired and weak,
This neuropathy has slowed my mobility, it’s not what it used to be.
I just hope I never lose my ability to speak,
Because if that ever happened, I’d no longer be me.

So for now I’m going to go ahead and close,
My eyes are very heavy and I should try to go to bed.
I’m still hurting from the pain from my knees to my feet,
On this journey I’m on with Neuropathy, it’s going to be a long road ahead.

**This morning my legs have already started to ache,
I hate that I go through this every single day.
Whenever my pain is intolerable, it then becomes too much for me to take,
I just can’t believe it’s incurable, I have no words to even say.

**Plus the more I’ve learned about having Neuropathy, how it destroys and kills off my nerves,
I cannot help but feeling that I despise it all the more.
This is definitely one condition which no one else deserves,
If only there was a cure, so I could once again become how I was before.

**So for those experiencing early symptoms, of this horrible nasty curse,
I strongly encourage you all, to get checked out when you’re possibly able to.
For the longer it’s put off, the more it’s going to get worse,
But of it is caught early enough, you have a chance of reversing it, and not suffer like I’ve been suffering through.

**The worst part of Neuropathy, which I despise so very much,
It’s when this horrific pain, doesn’t seem to ever give me a break.
And all throughout my legs and feet, I start bawling from the slightest touch,
It’s just gotten to the point, to where it’s too intolerable to take.

**Plus I’ve accepted the harsh realization, of the fact there is no cure,
Both physically and mentally, I’m still trying to get myself prepared.
And ever since my first diagnosis, it’s gotten worse & impossible to endure,
Because not knowing the final outcome, I can truthfully admit I’m scared.

**So no matter what the outcome turns out to be,
I’ll continue taking it slowly, as I’ve done day after day.
Thanks to all the loving support that’s now surrounded me,
I will keep on fighting this, despite any obstacle that come my way.

**My mental state here lately, hasn’t been very well,
Mainly because of everything I’m medically battling through.
But whenever it’s gotten to be too much, I feel like I blasted through Hell,
My body’s physically drained, & my mind is also feeling it too.
**Since I first started coping with these horrific & progressive conditions,
It feels like I’ve been struck by a nuclear double curse.
Already knowing I’ve lost some mobility, it’s not fair there’s no remissions,
I’m just 37 yet inside, I can tell it’s only going to get worse.
**Though this one small realization, it’s tough to even say,
I literally wasn’t this feeble, just a few short years ago.
Back then I could walk with no issues, unfortunately I cannot today,
What I’m battling is like an avalanche, trying to bury me underneath its snow.
**And I can sense who’s reading this is curious, so I suppose it’s time that I reveal,
To let you know exactly how much pain I’m having to endure.
It’s both Neuropathy and Lymphedema, killing the nerves which allows me to feel,
I hate that it’s even happening, even God agrees I’m sure.
**So for now I will close this poem & go,
No matter how much pain I’m in, I’m still going to enjoy my day.
Although I’m hurting terribly, I’m trying hard to not let it show,
Because not even these two conditions, can steal my happiness away.

**My doctor confirmed my condition, during our telephone call one
day,
It’s known as Peripheral Neuropathy, & it’s nothing like I thought it
would be.
It’s progressive & incurable, affecting my nerves in every way,
And I still can’t fully process, that this is actually happening to me.
**Plus I cannot believe, all the torture this condition can do,
The number one thing that scares me, is that it’s going to destroy my
nerves.
Also taking my motor functions, & my sensory to feeling too,
For this is one condition, that nobody on Earth deserves.
**So now with a better understanding, that I may never be rid of this
curse,
I’ll have to discover new ways, on how to be able to live with this &
cope.
In a sense I’ve come to accept it, though uncertain of how it gets
worse,
But as long as I keep pushing forward, I’ll know that there’s still hope.

This existence is regulated by strict orderly  pattern and discipline. A Man,on the contrary, by his very own nature desires freedom from everything ,be it any kind of control, discipline, rules, order or regulation etc. He treats the same as different types of bondages. In such a scenario , Conflict between a man and the existence is bound to happen.
…….
Birds jump to the branches
of trees at sunrise,
But in the morning man
wrestles with whys.
……….
Why do there seem to be
too many cuckoos?
Why chirping so noisy
what are the clues?
……….
In morning the sleep
descends from its core,
and chittering of pigeons
hurts a man more.
……….
There is a lot of tension
and a lot of stress.
Working late at night is a
suffering a mess.
………..
Yes fatigue on mind,
whenever Man feels,
At times, smoking or
drinking appeals.
………..
At roaming late night
the cosmos retort.
A Reckless freedom is
not its support.
…………
Be it testy coca-cola or
a pizza or a cake,
Nature always opposes
without a mistake.
…………
The sweet, the chicken,
the fish, juicy curd,
The cosmos advises
that these are absurd.
…………
While Orderly pattern is
nature’s workforce,
But freedom is nature of
a man of course.
………..
As many are options and
choices so gobs.
A Man and this nature
are always at odds.
………….
Ajay Amitabh Suman
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Thousand miles apart

Thinking about the same love

Which we shared

The time we spent together

The places we went

Still, memories are fresh

Hope to see you again

No pain, no regrets

Living upon the moments we shared

We may not be together

There is some part of me there

Some part with me here

Thousand miles apart

मुक्त आकाश में उड़ते स्वछंद पंछी
आह स्वाद आ गया कहकर, वाह क्या जिंदगी
कोई मुंडेर, कोई दीवार, या कोई सरहद देश की
सब अपने परों की हद में, वाह कैसी खुशी
बसेरा रख लिया,जब चाहा छोड़ दिया
न कोई मोह, न बंदिश, वाह बेशर्त आजादी
बचपने से बुढ़ापे तक फुदकता जीवन
बिना किश्त बीमा खुशियो का, वाह क्या बेफिक्री
एक डाल पर पंछी, क्या उम्र,क्या रंग, क्या जात
कोई तोड़ने की बिसात नही, वाह सच्ची बराबरी
उड़ना सिखा कर आजाद कर दिए बच्चे
कोई वहीखाता हिसाब नही, वाह निल विरासती
हे प्रभु तू बांध लें खुद से, पर यहाँ से आजाद कर दे
इंसान बनकर क्या किया, बेहतर है पंछी की जिंदगी

प्रवीनशर्मा
मौलिक स्वरचित रचना

Trust is an ointment for recreation of happiness.

Trust is an ointment for recreation of happiness.

नारी नर में भेद मत, अब कर हे इंसान
समता का अधिकार है, दो आँखो सा जान
दो आँखो सा जान, बनो सब रूप पुजारी
कन्या पत्नी बहिन, और माता है तुम्हारी
कह पाठक कविराय, सबल आंदोलन जारी
शिक्षित है संसार, संभाले अब की नारी

हे! इन्सान
मत बोल
बोलना मना है
तेरा मुख सच या झूठ बोलने के लिए नहीं
खाने के लिए बना है
दिन रात खाए जा
फिर भी बिना बोले तू नहीं रह सकता जिंदा
अभिव्यक्ति की आजादी को नहीं करना चाहते शर्मिंदा
तो आम को इमली कह
जुल्म सह
या फिर चुप रह

भोजपुरी लोक गीत – मती जा तू नोकरिया |
नायिका – लगइबा ना मसकिया ये सइया जी |
भुलईहा ना पिरितीया ये सइया जी |
सगरो कोरोनवा फइलल हो |
पिया मती जा तू नोकरीया हो ना |
नायक – रासन पानी आई कईसे |
लइका पलाई कइसे |
ये रानी तोरी भोरी सुरतिया ,
जाये दा ना बिदेशवा हो ना |
नायिका -जइबा जे बिदेशवा बीमार होई जइबा |
धई लेई कोरोनवा बेकार होई जइबा |
राजा जनी जा बिदेशवा हो ना |
नायक – बहरवा कोरोनवा धरी ,
घरवा भूखिया से मरी |
बोला कईसे रही घरवा हम मरदनवा |
गोरी जाये दा बिदेशवा हो ना |
नायिका-पिया घरवे मे रहा हमरे नजरवे मे रहा |
खेतवा मे हरवा चलावा बजरवा उगावा |
पिया मती जा तू नोकरिया हो ना |

श्याम कुँवर भारती (राजभर)
कवि /लेखक / गीतकार /समाजसेवी
बोकारो झारखंड ,मोब -995550986

I’m bold, my friends are shy…
I’m wanderer, my friends love being in their hideouts…
I’m a huge foodie, my friends drool over healthier foods…
I’m adventurous, my friends do not like taking up risks…
I’m upto some plans, my friends look for a way out seeking permissions…
I got a really good sense of humor, my friends appear to have no tinge of liveliness…
I daydream about calm n long drives without a destination, my friends find a place requiring a very short-travelling.💖
– Sh€€t@l

The weather is very beautiful
Scattered light,
New coplen came in pain…
Every tree is laden with flowers
The moon is peeping out the window,
The sun falls asleep on the roof…

My Dear Itika You are the most beautiful girl in my life.
More than this, you are the daughter of my beloved.
I am proud that you are my daughter.
I am very thankful for that day,
The day God ji chose you as a mother for me.
That day brought a lot of happiness for me
You have more smile than you are beautiful….
Your mischievousness, your Smile, your weighing things.
I promise you to make this day special in the same way.
As special as you are to me…
Thank you for coming to my life, for stepping on this land and for giving me so much happiness and courage.

When Aryan was really in love with a Rashmi yadav named girl at the moment, yet he was not able to send the message of love to that girl at that time, he wrote this poem ~

Unseen dreams of love are in the eyes

Those dreams are also scattered in broken hope !!

We got caught in the pleasant weather in front of us

Why are you laughing after seeing me with humility

Love is no battle, I stand fearless Leo

Lose or win, neither grief nor grief nor sorrow in the game.

Some people are holding the pulse of hate in their minds

Those dreams are also scattered an broken hope !!

There is enough excessive anxiety and worry loss.

The words stopped on the lips and I am helpless

Breaking the dignity of sentiments busy mind stream

Seeing his thoughts, I am not tight on me

Extreme moments of the past are still intact

Those dreams are also scattered in broken hope !!

Life is not available till the day

How did you feel with my heart

Thousands of enemies have spread the noise

I will not leave you till that period of endearment.

Where can I show the fury that relationship holds us

Those dreams are also scattered in broken hope !!

Nowadays the changing trend of human in this era

People do evil now because of God

Breaking rituals Nawaji is demolished

Why was there respect for religion everywhere?

Aryan “Today we have come out of the path of truth.

Those dreams are also scattered in broken hope !!

Polular Creater poetry
ARYAN SINGH YADAV

Official number – 9720299285

I still go to the place where we met
Blocked in facebook whatsup but
Still hopes for the best

You have moved on
But still i wait for you
Those beaches are having chaos of others
Still i could see us in others

Time that you always wanted
Now see i have all the time
But not you..

Love that you always felt
But for me it was habit of living with you
Now after so many years memories are stand still

It’s the last grieving i am writing
Things could have been different
But this should end
Who was responsible was not a question anymore
But move on is the only thing that matters.

How do you feel
When left in cold
Broken promises
Broken heart

People say it’s nothing serious
They had it worse
No one listens
They say you lost your mind
No hunger only pain
As if life goes in vain

Those testing time
No one but you need to understand
That you can
Only you can love yourself more than anyone can
Trust yourself more than anyone does

Take some time for your soul
And fight back harder than you can
It matters only what you believe
None can or would be able to break
Only it’s you and it always was.

Your that look is searching still
Where are u how are u
Still questions are unanswered

Take care was your last word
I have done that now i am rich
Where are u now how are you now

Your loser is settlled now
But those material success
Which i cribbed for
Is not what so over
without you

I am loser, yours only loser still
Lost everything i loved
Gained only the sucess which nomore mean anything

Thinking of past brings tears..
Over Thinking of future brings fears..
Live life this moment..
It brings chears….

When I was student..
I read…No pain,No gain,
This is the law of commerce
But now I think…..
This is the law of life also..

*****✍️Geeta*****

Common sense is a flower,
That doesn’t grow in everyone’s garden
We are all full of weakness and errors,
Let us mutually Pardon .

Instead of to give and to get
Do, just double for happiness
Forgive and forget…..

Thousand miles apart
Thinking about the same love
which we shared
The time we spent together
The places we went

Still memories are fresh

Hope to see you again
No pain no regrets
Living upon the moments we shared

We may not be together
There is some part of me there
Some part with me here

Thousand miles apart

Meri Choti si koshish!

You make me laugh
You make me happy
Because of you I smile
You ease all problems for a while
When thick clouds cover me
With all darkness and thunder
You put some sunshine
And make life full of wonders

You’re really kind
A friend like you is
Really hard to find
And so I send this poem
With lots of love!

O my ganesh ji
Your glory is infinite …
Today we all need your blessings very much…
Hey Ganesh! All your troubles …
All the troubles from the world
Erase and
Bless us ..
I beg you
Goodwill to all
Provide God…
And in all of our lives
Bring happiness…

There is no bread
without hard work,
there is no happiness
in the poor’s house…

No matter how much
you fly with a feather of courage,
the stomach does not lose its appetite…

Due to intrusive intentions,
we have kept holding
the breath of breath,
otherwise death is not easy here…

It is heard that the whole world is celebrating Rangotsav,
but where different colors
are being used here…

There is a struggle in life that someday it will be relaxed, on the same day this colorful face will also be adorned.

In forced labor, we deal with helplessness, we paint the poor Holi also with sweat. ‘

Tell the lamps,
be in a little leisure, now some darkness is also good…

People have faces here and there is a lot of mystery in them…

Why do you feel bad so soon!
So angry
Not a good thing
I explained to you earlier
Don’t be so impatient about small things
Don’t put it to heart
Everyone has their maneuver
Have a different personality
Everyone’s thinking
Are not the same
All by god
Have a specific ability
If everyone starts thinking the same way
So these are the battle riots
It doesn’t exist
But you don’t see it all
You just get very quick
Is this correct ..

Seeing this season
of weather today,
something like a stir in the heart started happening now…
Seeing you,
Noor sa tera mukhda darling,
she is desperate in mind…
This wind has done some mischief,
you have tried to get involved with Zulfo…
The drop water has
also done some wrongdoing,
it has tried to come on your lips…
There is a loss of mascara in your eyes, there is a shadow
of a shadow in your face…
I can write the song
of your makeup,
if I see you,
I will keep watching…
I go like this in your breath,
leave it all and be yours…
Love you,
I write the essence of life,
write songs, write, I love you…

Would know if persuading
How are you
Few days of life
More in your wish
Sacrificed
And cry a few nights
Yearning for your memories
Would you know anything else
And would be infamous
In love
And we build
Creations of heart
Get nothing
Except tears from me
Solve the tricky nights
Except dreams
Put in books
Except dried roses
Except Infidelity and Russian
Life of oblivion
And helplessness
You didn’t give anything
I did not even expect…

❤ you were the only one❤
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Whom to tell your story
No one is your friend
You were the only one..
Who used to listen
Every bit of my heart
My sweet and sweet things..
You never know where I got lost
And it is lost that you cannot be found again
You did not even remember me,
you played friendship in this way
When you were in life
Out was out
Suddenly you disappeared one day
Without saying anything without saying
anything and till date i am looking for you
But you did not find a mark
I wait every moment for you
That you might come today
You will come or not
I don’t know this
But my eyes eagerly await you
Staring…

🌹🌹
Rimjhim-rimjhim clouds
rained all day..
I love your lover
Neither day nor night
Comfort me
Cloudy rain
All day my tears
Oh dear!
Now come
Rainy clouds also rained
Now you come
End my wait and take me in
Your arms…

A black cloud! just listen
After visiting the streets,
they should also know that the spring has arrived …
Restless heart
With your drops
So that they have something of my love
Realize ..
A black cloud just listen
Go and shower in their street
And make me feel my love…

Now identify yourself with the eyes
The condition of my heart …
Because the lips have been stitched for years due to fear of public shame …

There used to be a time!
When we used to be scattered in your arms like rose petals ..
Now just the scent of that moment
I am left in my breath
You remember
When you mine
He used to put his head to sleep ..
That old banyan
Under which we can spend hours in the evening
Used to spend ..
Now just remember those moments
When you meet me
Used to come to my house ..
We see you
How shy
And you see me
Used to smile
Now there are just memories of those moments ..

Relax ‘wanders from one place to another in search of this one word..
Finds its fathom
But it stops in your name ..
Of course in your love this heart
Ashk drinks only ..
But every moment
Your only wait ..
I ask this every day
Why do you do this
Then says
May or may not be fulfilled
But does God ever change ..
And i’m silent
It happens every night ..