Missing the Hate..

Missing the hate
Last night I saw her in my mind..
Remembering how she tried to bind…
Our feelings got hurt , can’t even express…
You left me crying that day ,in that blue dress..

You cruelly turned me down into pieces…
Irony is..
Those moments we shared ,
is the thing My heart still misses..

You were the one who gave me hope…
But same you..
Choked every bit of it ,like a neck with a rope…

I tried on holding on you ,when you wanted to be freed …
Thinking of others more , you had the emotion of greed…

Did dumping me even worked for you ,
The breaking of emotions i faced , you still have no clue..

It has been days ,we haven’t talk..
Coz’ you blocked me , I can’t even stalk..
You replaced me like I was mere dead..
I still find you ,in my world which you made..

Still expect you ,in msgs , notification,and phone call..
Willingly or not ..
You caged me in my grief wall…

May the person who hears this, will know my vain…..
And understands ..
Loving the wrong ,will only get you pain…

Love the deservable..
If in harsh times , they are available..
Forget the person you still miss…
Atleast pretend you possess the bliss…

Now let’s end it here..
For the god’s sake , I wanna make it clear..
I was the one ,who mistakened to love you..
Wearing the blue dress you left that i gifted you…..💙
—Aradhya